i was looking at cute porn of "myself" but then i started to feel really... i dunno. weird. not in like, a prudish way or anything. but it's a strange feeling when people all over the internet are drawing quote-unquote "you" solely because they want to see the big cartoon bunny girl fuck the cute clown, or whatever. i sort of feel... objectified. i feel weird when i notice an artist is drawing "me" as not something with feelings or emotions but rather something to fill out the maid dress and show off 12 inch cock. (which, other jaxes might have that but i certainly don't.) i guess this is just how it is when you're a popular trans girl character of something. now i know how bridget guiltygear feels!

earlier i saw a picture of me, or y'know, a me, and i was like, damn, drawing me with visible ribs is crazy. the picture was cute overall, don't get me wrong. but i was cartoon skinny! at least draw me like a tube.